In the Light

...this morning i feel low. it seems that is all i say on this blog. i don't always feel moved to blog when i feel good. then i am too busy doing other stuff.

i feel tense and anxious. it seems like there is too much that can go wrong. i probably don't trust that God can do all that needs to be done and i KNOW i can't...so that only leaves the possibility that things can go screwy.

so for the next few weeks, until the big score goes down, i will have to just live in denial -- a long river in africa -- i cruise there often.

nonetheless...

i bask
i drink
i am in Your light
what i cannot be
elsewhen...
sipping
drenched in You
beloved
when i can't be
otherwise
weak
yet inescapably
myself
no remedy
but You
so --
i bask
i drink
i am in Your light
what i cannot be
elsewhere,
elsewhen +